Life is always about choice

Hai, selamat malam! 

Malam ini mau nulis cerita. K, enjoy.

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         Hari ini adalah hari pertama gue masuk sekolah setelah 3 minggu kemarin libur. Ya, hari ini gue udah kelas 8. Teman kelas gue beda dari teman kelas 7. Gue punya banyak teman baru, salah satunya... Alda. Apa kalian berpikir Alda adalah seorang perempuan? Bukan, dia seorang lelaki.

         Dulu, dia adalah anak 7A, dan gue sendiri 7E. Awal kali gue ngeliat dia, dia adalah sosok yang humoris dan.....ah, dia istimewa. Setelah beberapa minggu sekelas, kita semakin dekat. Kita saling bertukar pin bb dan....kita semakin dekat oleh bbm. Too mainstream, rite? Lol. Hingga akhirnya muncul perasaan yang tidak biasanya. 

         Hari berganti hari, hingga saat tanggal 28 Juli Alda memutuskan untuk menembak gue melalui...bbm. Ah, dia payah. Setelah berpikir panjang, gue memutuskan untuk menjawab "ya:)". Gue selalu malu tiap bahas ini.

         Bulan berganti bulan, hingga saat ini adalah tepat 4 bulan gue dengan dia, 28 November. Gue semangat untuk berangkat sekolah hari ini. Seperti biasa, di kelas, gue selalu ngobrol dengan Alda. Huh, pelajaran hari ini membosankan, apalagi pelajaran biologi. Untungnya, Bu Tia gak berangkat ngajar, dan kelas pun....free. Dan betapa bahagianya setelah tau kalau Alda udah nyiapin sesuatu, dia ngasih bunga mawar. Saik, sok romantis dia.

         

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         Gak nyangka, sekarang udah 6 bulan. Gue pikir hubungannya ga bakal selama ini, but takdir berkata lain. Ternyata, semakin lama gue ngejalanin semakin banyak juga cekcok mulut antara gue sama doi. Tapi, semakin banyak juga kok sayangnya. Ea. 
         Gue tau, ngejalanin hubungan gak segampang yang gue pikirin. Apalagi kalo udah cekcok, hehehe terkadang gue harus nangis untuk nenangin diri gue sendiri:) Sebenernya, jalan keluar gue kalo udah gak bisa apa2 nangis. Apa lo semua sama? Hehehe. 

         Bulan Juni kemarin, ya tepatnya tanggal 28 Juni gue udah 11 bulan. Dan... i think 28 kemarin itu "bad 28 ever", ya kalian tau sendiri kenapa. Hari ini, bulan ini, lagi ngejalanin ke 12 bulan, dan.....banyak banget marahannya, gue aja sampe capek sendiri. But, ada aja yang bikin gue tetep stay. Kalo udah sayang itu lengket susah dilepasin. Walaupun sebenernya i'm totally give up, guys:))) Ah, sudahlah. Gue tetep sayang doi kok. 

         Hari ini, doi lagi ngelive:) Lo tau sendiri lah apaan hehehehehehe:) Gue lost contact dari siang, gue mencoba buat menghilang dari dia, gue mau tau apa dia bakal bbm gue duluan atau gak setelah dia bersenang-senang seharian. Hehe. Dia lupa sama gue:)

         Sebenernya...gue bingung. Should i give up and hide or should i stay and fight? Give me the best, show me the way, God. For sure, i hate this situation:" 

         Duh, fyi gue nulis ini nangis dalem hati:''

  

Last. To try or not to try? To give up or to keep doing it? To stay or to let go? Life is always about choice. Huh? 

10 Things To Do When You're Bored!

How many hours can you possibly spend resting and sleeping? Boredom might seem like a blessing to people who are usually in a frenzied and hurried state, but after awhile it just becomes torture.  So how do you fight off the horror of having nothing to do day in and day out?

Here are 10 things to do when you’re bored at home:

1. Organize your closet
If you’re like most people, then you probably don’t spend a lot of time and effort into organizing your closet. As a result, your closet looks like a tornado has been hitting it since the dawn of time. Well, now that you have some hours on your hands, you can start changing all that.

2. Tidy up your entire room 
While on the subject of cleanliness and orderliness, you should probably go all the way and just clean your entire room. It’s probably looking like a miniature archaeological dig by now, especially if you haven’t been too diligent about keeping it spotless.

3. Read a novel
Unless you’re a book lover, reading a novel isn’t really the first thing you think of when you’re trying to figure out what to do when your bored at home. For a more interesting experience, try reading genres or themes you don’t typically attempt.

4. Paint your nails
Painting each of your nails a different color or design is sure to keep your attention for the better part of the day. While you’re at it, you might also want to try giving yourself a foot and hand scrub. Your hands and feet will certainly thank you for it.

5. Play a childhood game
This will definitely take you on a nostalgic trip.

6. Go see a movie
Go to the theater and see some of the newest movies.

7. Dress up as your favorite superhero
Don’t forget to take pictures!

8. Try out different hairstyles
Don’t do anything radical like cutting off all your hair. You’ll regret it. Lol.

9. Make homemade ice cream

10. Go swimming 
It's a great workout, and it's fun too.